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Stephen King once wrote: 'Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not. Time takes it all, time bears it away.. and in the end.. there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometime we lose them there again.'

I feel much better today; yesterday was so despondent, felt like I’ve fallen into the abyss again. I can’t say I’ve climbed back up, but I do not feel much trepidation… at least for now, I’m composed.

Though the subject of backpacking still lingers much fervently, I’m still contemplating on it. It’s gonna be a huge decision. Sometimes, I simply think too much, but if I don’t, whatever I do will be seen as impetuous. I most certainly do not want my family to think I’m being irresponsible. (Will they?)

I’ve got so many plans in my mind that I’m afraid that not even one’s gonna get fulfilled. Thanks to myself for being too fickle, can’t seem to settle on anything. I have many thoughts/dreams that I’m not sure which one is imperative anymore, because everything seems equally important. Guess the downfall will be, not getting any dreams being fulfilled.