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Stephen King once wrote: 'Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not. Time takes it all, time bears it away.. and in the end.. there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometime we lose them there again.'

I don't know why, but I get this deep sinking feeling about everything. My life, my brain, my appearance & even the person that I am. Sometimes, I really wish I can just die. I'm not a fun person to be with and i talked alot only when I'm with certain people. The worst thing is that when I'm with some people I feel like a different person. I tend to listen to what they say and really hate the feeling of not being able to come up with something appropriate to say for that moment. I also tend to withdraw myself when I'm with some people. How can I be more open and out-going? I get bored too but I'm afraid of people who gets bored around me. I feel like I'm supposed to entertain them but somehow I'm unable to. Really am a failure in everything. I really should just die and die...