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Saturday, September 12, 2009
a matter of time....

I don't know if I can do this anymore... I just can't... the pain is excruciating. Its like a plague, it comes and goes and its always consuming me.... I've been through this path so many times and whenever things gets better, it simply won't last... My mind is telling me all kinds of bad things... I'm really struggling here... no one ever understands what I'm going through...  So many times I'm hurting... so many times I've suffered alone... and tonight... I'll go this path alone... I've not felt this way in a very long time... but now if I have the courage to be back or not... I'm not sure... Things don't make sense anymore.... and if I don't make it back... I really want you to know that its your fault for putting me through this... 

its only a matter of time...

9:12 AM



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