My angpows for this year.. =)

Unfortunately, this new year is coming to an end again... its now back to work and the next holiday's gonna be in apr. I'm stillstruggling every single day with myself...Have always feel that I've done something bad and I have no courage to face whatever I've done. I always need a place to hide and till now... i'm still looking for my way out... My dreams are so far away from me... I wonder if i ever will get to really be free... free of everything... free from myself....

I've been telling myself this ever since I read it in a book "Don't Look Back... Don't Look Forward.... Don't Give a Damn.. "

Well.. maybe not so abt the not giving a damn part... I don't wanna be seen as somebody who doesn't give a damn... Its time i try not to look back... the past's already gone and I can't change whatever lead me here and there's no point wanting to change all over again... And i'm trying to not think forward... don't wanna think what it'll be like in 10 years time... for now i'll try to be content with what I have...